Apr 22, 2006 20:01
So things are getting back on track with Ben. I like him, he is a pretty cool guy,and I don't want to give him up yet. This is the most relationshipy realationship I have had thus far and its kinda weird. I mean we do stuff, meaning we don;t just have sex. To be honest this is kinda new territory for me and a bit scary. Jason assurred me that not having sex 24/7 is normal.
In other news I am done college. I handed all my assignments in Friday and I am now done. This scares me. Now I have to go and do something. I have every intention of going to Uni but I need a year off first. I need to find a real adult job. Considering I have always had a slight Peter Pan syndrome my anxiety level is pretty high. Give me a week and I should have things sorted out (I hope).
I am not sureif I mentioned or not that my place has been delayed a few weeks.There was a problem with the electrical work. Meaning for two or three weeks I am homeless. At least I can store my stuff there. I will probably end up staying with my cousin for the majority of the time. Maybe a day or two with my mom (I have moved out, I can't move back in). Ben offered his place for a bit, but there is no way I could stay for more then two or three days t a time. On the bright side though I save a months rent whichwill be much needed.
I have been dreaming alot lately. This morning for example I was going in and out of sleep and this one dream kept playing through my mind. In it my mom and I went to visit Donnie somewhere. He must have been doing work cause David was with him. In the dream David and I kept fooling around behind this motel. It was weird cause when I finally woke up from it I was in Bens arms (which is an awesome place to be). I felt guilty though. Ha ha, stupid dreams.
Elisa what day and time do you get back