This is lasting too long.

[halleylahli]

In general I'm pretty depressed, my posts on this journal make that pretty clear, but I've hit rock bottom for two days now.  Normally these fits of just crying pass pretty quickly, a few hours at the most, but I'm still crying.

I feel even worse now because I should be over at limalosers but I really don't want to bring anyone down over there, they're all so nice and if I don't want to deal with me right now I can't imagine anyone else wanting to.

I need this to go away, I really really need this to go away now.