Feb 08, 2005 23:38
You know... I can't be angry with my friend. As much as I disagree with what she plans to do, getting angry with her will get me nowhere. And it wasn't so much that I was angry with HER. I was more angry with the entire situation. How UNFAIR and immoral it was (and still is, of course). Just... the idea, I guess. And that it had to happen to someone close to me. And that I can't do a thing about it. But she IS in a difficult situation-however difficult that is for me to grasp. And I've been crying and praying about it for most of the evening and have realized that anger won't solve anything. The only thing to do is talk to her about it some more. If I fail, I'll probably cry some more. But, at this point, that's all I can do. Unfortunately, that's aaaaaaaall I can do. *sigh*