crap.
I... I... wanna cry.
just got back from molly's graduation party... preceded by pietro's! and i had loads of fun. TONS. but how freakin' bittersweet these times are. tomorrow is graduation... and i don't want to leave. i don't want to leave. high school, though annoying with the whole "work" thing, has given me the best years of my life. why did i choose wesleyan? oh, that's right... i like it there. but are the majority (by one person--woot woot, jessica houser) going to wesleyan? no. wvu. freakin' wvu is where they're going. CRAP! so i'm left with my mom's words of advice: "you'll make new friends"... not comforting. i like my friends now. visiting will be rare, as much as i want to. transportation is a little less than available... meaning it isn't at all. darned it. DING DANG IT. i can't say "oh well" in this instance. i can't. this isn't... little at all. i'm going to miss everyone more than they know.
so blaaaaaaaaaaah. i cant really think of anything else right now. wow... no more childhood. i had fun... so much fun. happy thoughts, happy thoughts.
alma mater tomorrow... conducting will wreak many tears. oh the horror. and seriously, if i didnt feel like i'd leave people out, i'd write memories here for everyone (hats off to emma for that one, by the way lol). *sigh*... maybe i'll write letters. :) i think i will... good idea, me! haha.
summer hangouts will help... but i'll be gone for much of it. so. sadness.
you have no idea how much it hurts to leave (however nice college will eventually be). i'll miss you so much. good night
just got back from molly's graduation party... preceded by pietro's! and i had loads of fun. TONS. but how freakin' bittersweet these times are. tomorrow is graduation... and i don't want to leave. i don't want to leave. high school, though annoying with the whole "work" thing, has given me the best years of my life. why did i choose wesleyan? oh, that's right... i like it there. but are the majority (by one person--woot woot, jessica houser) going to wesleyan? no. wvu. freakin' wvu is where they're going. CRAP! so i'm left with my mom's words of advice: "you'll make new friends"... not comforting. i like my friends now. visiting will be rare, as much as i want to. transportation is a little less than available... meaning it isn't at all. darned it. DING DANG IT. i can't say "oh well" in this instance. i can't. this isn't... little at all. i'm going to miss everyone more than they know.
so blaaaaaaaaaaah. i cant really think of anything else right now. wow... no more childhood. i had fun... so much fun. happy thoughts, happy thoughts.
alma mater tomorrow... conducting will wreak many tears. oh the horror. and seriously, if i didnt feel like i'd leave people out, i'd write memories here for everyone (hats off to emma for that one, by the way lol). *sigh*... maybe i'll write letters. :) i think i will... good idea, me! haha.
summer hangouts will help... but i'll be gone for much of it. so. sadness.
you have no idea how much it hurts to leave (however nice college will eventually be). i'll miss you so much. good night