oh child, it's not your fault. I guess I didn't tell you and that's okay. I don't think we're going to do it anyways. We need more time to be a band before we jump into this type of thing. I would never strangle you. Unless it's like those times when you'd grab my arms and make me..but that's not real strangling.
I love you with all my heart, and I didn't mean to make a big deal out of you missing practice. It was just important to me. Now that it's over, I don't even care about that. I care about you and amanda and my friendships with both of you. I talked to kalee and worked things out with her. She said that I shouldn't call you, and that your mom hated me. I realized that it might not be a lie and everything clicked. You didn't force me into everything. I just told myself that so I wouldn't seem like that bad guy. We both started it and I ran with it after a while. It was all me. I'm the idiot who should be strangled. I've overreacted to everything this week. The fact that you went to the play with amanda, the fact that we don't talk so much anymore, the fact that I hardly get to spend time with you like I used to. I just hate all this change at once. Step by step is alright, but throwing it all BAM right at you, it's just hard. I'm adjusting though. I'm working. I know you've got friends and I know that not all of them are going to like me, or be friends with me and I'm really totally seriously cool with that. I've got my friends, you've got your friends, and as long as you and I can still be friends, it's all that matters...right?
I love you morgan, and I don't ever want to lose you. I don't ever want the same thing to happen to us that happened in 6th grade. i hope you'll forgive me. And if you don't, I can't argue. I deserve it. But..I love you and I will always care about you.
I would never strangle you. Unless it's like those times when you'd grab my arms and make me..but that's not real strangling.
I love you with all my heart, and I didn't mean to make a big deal out of you missing practice. It was just important to me. Now that it's over, I don't even care about that. I care about you and amanda and my friendships with both of you. I talked to kalee and worked things out with her. She said that I shouldn't call you, and that your mom hated me. I realized that it might not be a lie and everything clicked.
You didn't force me into everything. I just told myself that so I wouldn't seem like that bad guy. We both started it and I ran with it after a while. It was all me. I'm the idiot who should be strangled. I've overreacted to everything this week. The fact that you went to the play with amanda, the fact that we don't talk so much anymore, the fact that I hardly get to spend time with you like I used to. I just hate all this change at once. Step by step is alright, but throwing it all BAM right at you, it's just hard.
I'm adjusting though. I'm working. I know you've got friends and I know that not all of them are going to like me, or be friends with me and I'm really totally seriously cool with that. I've got my friends, you've got your friends, and as long as you and I can still be friends, it's all that matters...right?
I love you morgan, and I don't ever want to lose you. I don't ever want the same thing to happen to us that happened in 6th grade. i hope you'll forgive me. And if you don't, I can't argue. I deserve it. But..I love you and I will always care about you.
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