Something like a dream.
Last night I stayed up late reading new boyband porn even though I had a doctor's appointment earlyish in the morning (the latest part in the pornutopia over in nopseud's journal, it's locked because it's a WIP, a simple request to be friended will suffice for those interested in reading it). It wouldn't have been such a problem, except I didn't sleep very well at all. Then, around six AM or slightly later, I had a strange experience. If I were either an atheist or a non-atheist I would be making an appointment with a psychiatrist or I'd be out joining or founding a major (or minor) religion or two. As it is, I went 'huh'.
I was half awake and heard a voice, but I knew I only heard it in my head. I noted how interesting this was because I'm not a very auditive person, I never 'hear' things in my head. So a full blown auditory hallucination was interesting to say the least. At first I heard her talking a little way off, and not directly to me, it seemed, though I wasn't overhearing by accident either. Then she said something directly to me, and although I still remember *what* she said, I don't remember the exact words. Then I was suffused with warmth, spreading all through my body, feet last. I thought good, now my feet are warm I'll finally be able to sleep, and I did and proceeded to have *very* spiritually symbolic dreams which all took place in my actual appartment the way it really looks. Then I woke up and realised it had been a dream.
Now I'm going to henna my feet.
I was half awake and heard a voice, but I knew I only heard it in my head. I noted how interesting this was because I'm not a very auditive person, I never 'hear' things in my head. So a full blown auditory hallucination was interesting to say the least. At first I heard her talking a little way off, and not directly to me, it seemed, though I wasn't overhearing by accident either. Then she said something directly to me, and although I still remember *what* she said, I don't remember the exact words. Then I was suffused with warmth, spreading all through my body, feet last. I thought good, now my feet are warm I'll finally be able to sleep, and I did and proceeded to have *very* spiritually symbolic dreams which all took place in my actual appartment the way it really looks. Then I woke up and realised it had been a dream.
Now I'm going to henna my feet.