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Fuck. What the hell is wrong with me??
I keep feeling wonky and sick and no matter how much sleep I get I feel as though I need more, but then I can't sleep at night. It must be the winter doldrums or something but God, they're hitting hard this year.
And of course I make the mistake of drinking CAFFINATED tea which is probably not helping much as my body doesn't respond well to caffiene. WTF? I used to drink iced tea all the time in VA and it never gave me the shakes.
I'd exercise but that just makes me sick to my stomach.
I've been so stressed out lately though. Got up this morning and headed all the way to the unversity only to realize after Chad had dropped me off that my exam isn't until TOMORROW morning. I feel like such a heel. And I've been shaking and feeling like shit this whole time. I'm glad I got to come home, but then I had a panic attack. Fuck. I guess they're gonna have to up my meds or something. I'll see after this week is over as it is exam week and I've had all these big projects due in my online courses. I feel like I could start an earthquake with my tremors though.
I keep feeling wonky and sick and no matter how much sleep I get I feel as though I need more, but then I can't sleep at night. It must be the winter doldrums or something but God, they're hitting hard this year.
And of course I make the mistake of drinking CAFFINATED tea which is probably not helping much as my body doesn't respond well to caffiene. WTF? I used to drink iced tea all the time in VA and it never gave me the shakes.
I'd exercise but that just makes me sick to my stomach.
I've been so stressed out lately though. Got up this morning and headed all the way to the unversity only to realize after Chad had dropped me off that my exam isn't until TOMORROW morning. I feel like such a heel. And I've been shaking and feeling like shit this whole time. I'm glad I got to come home, but then I had a panic attack. Fuck. I guess they're gonna have to up my meds or something. I'll see after this week is over as it is exam week and I've had all these big projects due in my online courses. I feel like I could start an earthquake with my tremors though.