lordy
so, how about this guy named ryan who likes me apparently keeps callin me...I thought he was pretty cool, so I was nice...no harm right?...WRONG!! He just went psycho on me tonite and scared the bejeebers outta me..and I dont know what to do...ugh. he's tryin to make me "get rid" of brooks...and I dont want to do that, and I just dont know how to be mean to people, and I need to learn...but I cant...He said, "when I want something real bad, then I get it and nothing stands in my way...and I want you so I am gonna hafta call Brooky and break his heart for you..." he is absolutely insane and hes never acted like this...hes drunk and i guess that contributes to his anger a lot...but still...im scared that this is gonna mess shit up between me and brooks and I will be highly irate if it does...Ryan is coming to my cheerleading practice tomorrow because he is friends of two guys on the team (seth and anthony)...and he said that if i dont talk to him, then he would do something to brooks...he better not...I dont know what to do...I tried calling brooks to fill him in, but his phone has no service bc hes at Busick's...I need him to know bc apparently Ryan is calling him and "breaking his heart for me"...we'll see what happens, but I think brooks will be on my side and hopefully he doesnt listen to ryan bc ryan's weird...but anyways...I spent time with my dad today for a change...the only thing is that he is such a butt to me sometimes...its ridiculous...you'd think that since he never gets to see me, he'd want to be nice and loving, but no...he has to be grumpy, and trust me it sux...that means no going anywhere for eleni...so yet again, I am staying home...playing with my bro...but on the other hand, we got DDR to play on his PS2 so that's fun, and it makes me think of brooks =)...also, I met brandon today in a church parking lot before I went to pick up blythe...and I dunno...I miss him, but i guess we arent meant to be or something...hes already dating someone and I think i've kinda moved on...there's brooks, and I really like him...but ofcourse I still love brandon...but who knows? maybe I'll grow out of that soon...I had cheer practice today and got to spend time with brooky boo boo...haha...he HATES when I call him that...I didnt wanna leave, but blythe did so we left...then I went to Crazy Fire and it is SOOO good...but it makes my tummy hurt...now, I've been playin DDR all night and I am gettin pretty good at it haha...I used to suck a big one...but anyways...Im gonna go...had alot to say, but o well bye!
~lainee
~lainee