missin him...

[halighsmyname]

So, yeah..Im just sitting here in front of the computer, lookin at the picture of me and brooks...realizing how much I really do miss and love him...today, something happened...I dont know waht...but it happened and it made me realize that I cant ever loose him...he's my happiness...and I havent been able to say that about anyone in a long time...he makes me so happy and thats not an easy duty...because i used to not be happy with myself...or love myself...and when u dont love yourself, then how are u supposed to love someone else...now, im begininning to see that myth come true...im glad that I met Brooks...it was one of those "love at first sight" things...when i first saw him at the gym...I talked to him...and usually if am crushing on a guy or think hes hot I cant just go up to them without even thinking, but with him I did...I was just like hey, and like started a convo with him...weird stuff...but, yeah I miss him a lot...he comes back in 6 days and counting...but, as long as hes having a good time, im happy...but anywhowhodilly...Im about to go to work and start my summer classes. Im a little nervous cause I have shooting stars, which is like pre team...im scared...and I have toddler, which shouldnt be that bad...but I am excited about my BHS class...I love teaching backhandspring classes...but I dont know...I;m gonna start babysitting for a lady who's daighter took gym from me on Friday...so thats extra money...EXCITING...but i think Im gonna go eat something...I'll talk to ya'll later...post me back!

I love Brooks Hunter Owen with all my <3

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