Jul 13, 2006 00:33
I hate the internet so much. If I could physically survive without it, then I would never use it again. I hate the way things can be taken the wrong way so easily and it causes the sort of hate and misunderstandings that wouldnt occur in real life. Body language is so important it seems.
Katie is mad at me cos I was a stupid psycho whiney bitch. And I know I have been like that for a while. I'm really sorry to everyone at the moment, I dont know why Im being like this. Maybe its like post exam brain fuckuppage or something. But I am really sorry and I will try and behave better. Katie I am really sorry for the way I reacted, I didnt mean to sound like a bitch, I was just very shocked and you know what overexcitement does to me. Really I am.
I am very scared about tomorrow. I am finding it very difficult to be accomodating to everyone at the moment because it seems with every decision I make I have to let someone down. And tomrrow a lot of you may be mad with me, I'm sorry. I'm honestly trying my best. I just dont know what to do half the time and it's usually the wrong deicison. Socialising is hard. But I guess ebing on your own is harder, so I'd rarher not be until I have no choice. Which may be sooner than I think at this rate.