RANT
**THIS CONTENTS OF THIS ENTRY WILL PROBABLY NOT BE RELEVANT FOR VERY LONG. BUT RIGHT NOW I AM MAD/CRYING. SO READ IT IF YOU FEEL LIKE IT.**
Okay. So despite me trying to badger everyone about 100 times a day for the last week or so of school about what we were going to do during the holidays, fuck all got organised, and all I got was a sack load of abuse. And this week, people try to organise stuff and blame me when it all goes wrong.
I tentatively suggested that we go to Dartmoor on Friday last Sunday to Greg and Ash, who both agreed. Yesterday Ash tells me that it has now been moved to Thursday. I asked if this coudl be removed back to Friday for the very reason that I nor Greg to the best of my knowledge could go on Thursday, as if they had been listening, they had all been told about 10000 times.
And then today I am informed that we are sleeping over in Dartmoor. I said fine, except I am not sleeping on Dartmoor in winter, and there is no way in hell my mum would let me anyway. So I say 'I'll come up with you guys and leave at night.' And for some reason that equates to the whole trip being called off and me being balmed for ruininG it all.
Have I complained when you guys have not wanted to come to stuff in the past, often for purely selfish reasons? Have I complained that I havent seen any of you all holiday and yet I am not invited to the stuff that other people are doing? Have I complained that even though I didnt wanna go to stuff, I did, only to be the only effing one to be there on time, and then get abuse for asking where the fuck you all were?!?!?!? NO I FUCKING HAVEN'T, SO I AM NOW!!! FEEL MY WRATH
ks fj\ndvjhsdv jvj kjdhgbis glekaj kngeoi hkdnglsdkn glxm gdbkj bfkajb kJ SGB LSN GKLSJD NGKJSDB GVKJSDB GKSDJB GKJBKJBD
*ahem*
Swallowing a week's worth of anger does that to you.
So I hope you all have fun on Dartmoor, or sitting at home moping because we didnt bother to organise anything in school.
Okay. So despite me trying to badger everyone about 100 times a day for the last week or so of school about what we were going to do during the holidays, fuck all got organised, and all I got was a sack load of abuse. And this week, people try to organise stuff and blame me when it all goes wrong.
I tentatively suggested that we go to Dartmoor on Friday last Sunday to Greg and Ash, who both agreed. Yesterday Ash tells me that it has now been moved to Thursday. I asked if this coudl be removed back to Friday for the very reason that I nor Greg to the best of my knowledge could go on Thursday, as if they had been listening, they had all been told about 10000 times.
And then today I am informed that we are sleeping over in Dartmoor. I said fine, except I am not sleeping on Dartmoor in winter, and there is no way in hell my mum would let me anyway. So I say 'I'll come up with you guys and leave at night.' And for some reason that equates to the whole trip being called off and me being balmed for ruininG it all.
Have I complained when you guys have not wanted to come to stuff in the past, often for purely selfish reasons? Have I complained that I havent seen any of you all holiday and yet I am not invited to the stuff that other people are doing? Have I complained that even though I didnt wanna go to stuff, I did, only to be the only effing one to be there on time, and then get abuse for asking where the fuck you all were?!?!?!? NO I FUCKING HAVEN'T, SO I AM NOW!!! FEEL MY WRATH
ks fj\ndvjhsdv jvj kjdhgbis glekaj kngeoi hkdnglsdkn glxm gdbkj bfkajb kJ SGB LSN GKLSJD NGKJSDB GVKJSDB GKSDJB GKJBKJBD
*ahem*
Swallowing a week's worth of anger does that to you.
So I hope you all have fun on Dartmoor, or sitting at home moping because we didnt bother to organise anything in school.