Second Start. Same Journal.
...And so the story goes.
I tend to procrastinate a lot. I don't know what it is but it's just something I have to work on. So when I'm sitting down and trying to work on a pilot/novel/screenplay/whatever-the-hell-it-is that I'm trying to accomplish and finish that same day can be a bit intimidating.
I think it's because it's never going to be a big enough build up or that I'm not going to have something important to say to the people I really want to influence.
I was sitting on the computer the other day and I wrote this line.
"Colton doesn't know why the hell you're mad at him."
Add about seventy-two hours to that and I have that sentence and three more paragraphs where that's the only thing that's being said. Well a response, too, but still.
It doesn't seem like Oscar nominated work.
And the other thing with my work is I don't want to just do it because I can. I want to write because I want too, and right now, I don't really know.
So now that the writing subject is done with for now.
Shall I move on to the life talks.
I missed my SAT Saturday. Yes, the SAT Test where colleges and Universities in England that you want to go to base your admissions ability off of. Yes, the SAT Test that you begged your parents to pay for and they did so, begrudgingly. Yes, the SAT Test that I only had a month to study for and well, didn't really study to be honest...
I just completely missed it. So for me to get into University by September I have to take the SAT before June or July and If I don't get scores I'm going to kick some major ass.
Or maybe I'll just try the ACT. Same thing but that math is better and I'm absolute crap at math so better, equals easier with me.
I'm going to try and update with something tomorrow. Even if it's just a few paragraphs of the novel/screenplay/pilot I'm trying to write. Trying being the key word.
...And so the story goes,
hali
I tend to procrastinate a lot. I don't know what it is but it's just something I have to work on. So when I'm sitting down and trying to work on a pilot/novel/screenplay/whatever-the-hell-it-is that I'm trying to accomplish and finish that same day can be a bit intimidating.
I think it's because it's never going to be a big enough build up or that I'm not going to have something important to say to the people I really want to influence.
I was sitting on the computer the other day and I wrote this line.
"Colton doesn't know why the hell you're mad at him."
Add about seventy-two hours to that and I have that sentence and three more paragraphs where that's the only thing that's being said. Well a response, too, but still.
It doesn't seem like Oscar nominated work.
And the other thing with my work is I don't want to just do it because I can. I want to write because I want too, and right now, I don't really know.
So now that the writing subject is done with for now.
Shall I move on to the life talks.
I missed my SAT Saturday. Yes, the SAT Test where colleges and Universities in England that you want to go to base your admissions ability off of. Yes, the SAT Test that you begged your parents to pay for and they did so, begrudgingly. Yes, the SAT Test that I only had a month to study for and well, didn't really study to be honest...
I just completely missed it. So for me to get into University by September I have to take the SAT before June or July and If I don't get scores I'm going to kick some major ass.
Or maybe I'll just try the ACT. Same thing but that math is better and I'm absolute crap at math so better, equals easier with me.
I'm going to try and update with something tomorrow. Even if it's just a few paragraphs of the novel/screenplay/pilot I'm trying to write. Trying being the key word.
...And so the story goes,
hali