Making it all up

Jan 19, 2004 23:31

.....One thing I've learned is to make life up as you go. Nothing works in a plan. Ideas kick ass. Just have an idea about something and maybe from that idea something will come out of it. Or otherwise that's just an excuse for my stress and bad planning skills. I've never been good at planning.
....I was going to be moving back to DSM in a week. But now it's still planned for February. I got bribed into staying with my grandmother on my dads side of the family. The bribe is that my tranny will get fixed or I'll get a new car. Either one works, because I love my car. So many great memories, and I love the writing such as "kevins' spare penis". (Something Llama wrote. Hell he needs a spare one more than i do.)
.....My aunt took me to Famous Daves'. Great food, she blew like fifty bucks without any strange looks. Then she took me to Barnes and Noble book store where I got Anne Rices' Blood Canicle (Hard Cover.) and the full volume of Hitch Hikers guide to the galaxy. So that was kick ass.
.....Me and my dad got in a fight. Over his stupid ass. He only worries about me when it can affect him. It's a long story with no point. So in the end my grandma told him not to call for a few days. It made me feel speacil.
.....My mother also called. That was depressing because I didn't know what to say. Things involving parents at the moment are just better to go unthought of.
.....There is this girl I want to be with in DSM who I've been talking to for a while. She's a lil confused on things but yet I am also. She's beautiful and brilliant. I've known her for a while and there's some intense thoughts on her. She said we should wait to go out or "be together" when I come back. When I come back is the right thing to do is wait, or date someone else in the mean time? Then why at all worry. I'm horrible at planning. So I'll make an idea instead.
.....Everything's okay. Things are falling into some sort of place and I'm waiting for HBO to show an episode of "Real Sex".
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