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sooo today. not bad. school was up & down. afterwards i went to kohls and was depressed cuz i had no money....so that inspired me to find a few job applications.
i came home and felt like being productive but then this wave of exhaustion randomly hit me and i felt like i was about to pass out. so i got into bed around 3 and fell asleep. i don't think i've ever had so many nightmares during an afternoon nap in my life. first of all, i didnt' sleep for more than 15 mins before i woke up either because of my dream or because i couldn't move. at least 3 times i woke up trying to scream but not being able to. and i kept trying to actually wake up but i could seriously not even open my eyes and when i did i felt dizzy and tired and immediately fell back asleep. it was terrible. i finally forced myself to wake up 20 minutes ago but only cuz i had to pee reeeeeeal bad. but yeah. that sucked a lot.
i came home and felt like being productive but then this wave of exhaustion randomly hit me and i felt like i was about to pass out. so i got into bed around 3 and fell asleep. i don't think i've ever had so many nightmares during an afternoon nap in my life. first of all, i didnt' sleep for more than 15 mins before i woke up either because of my dream or because i couldn't move. at least 3 times i woke up trying to scream but not being able to. and i kept trying to actually wake up but i could seriously not even open my eyes and when i did i felt dizzy and tired and immediately fell back asleep. it was terrible. i finally forced myself to wake up 20 minutes ago but only cuz i had to pee reeeeeeal bad. but yeah. that sucked a lot.