This was my choice, but it wasnt what i wanted
My week equaled.... School, soccer, sleep, school, soccer, sleep, school, soccer, sleep, school, soccer, sleep, school, SOCCER, Kate's house, very little sleep, home, and sitting at this very computer writing this very entry. THAT IS IT!!!
Im so exhausted, im so bitter, and im so confused... and yet, im doing pretty good.
There isnt really any drama in my life right now which is always nice (unless you include a certain someone who wont get his certain belongings out of my locker as drama), but then again thanks to soccer i wouldnt have time for drama anyway!
On a different note i get to go, for the third week in a row, to the high school pool for three hours on a sunday evening and learn how to be a lifeguard tomorrow. EVEN THOUGH there is apsolutely no way i will be getting hired ANWHERE to practice my lifeguarding abilities this summer because no one wants a FUCKING 15 YEAR OLD to hold the life of thier child in his/her hands!!!!!!!! told you im bitter.
You know what i need? I need to party... goooooodnight
Im so exhausted, im so bitter, and im so confused... and yet, im doing pretty good.
There isnt really any drama in my life right now which is always nice (unless you include a certain someone who wont get his certain belongings out of my locker as drama), but then again thanks to soccer i wouldnt have time for drama anyway!
On a different note i get to go, for the third week in a row, to the high school pool for three hours on a sunday evening and learn how to be a lifeguard tomorrow. EVEN THOUGH there is apsolutely no way i will be getting hired ANWHERE to practice my lifeguarding abilities this summer because no one wants a FUCKING 15 YEAR OLD to hold the life of thier child in his/her hands!!!!!!!! told you im bitter.
You know what i need? I need to party... goooooodnight