Jul 05, 2007 21:26
i quit very easily, in an inconspicuous way. It's quitting none the less. Reading through old entries is a good time, nostalgia taking it's toll. I find that when wiser people tell me something there usually right, its hard for me to admit it, even when theyre saying it to me, i wanna say theyre right, but words become heavy, as if they lose life and suddenly begin to go limp, So here I am far out yet where I always was, 2.....4....6...7 years ago
Not much has changed after all....Im not complaining, just talking. LA has this place called pink berry its yogurt and fruit and stuff- I like going there for breakfast- I like to walk places- i think my lack of wheels will train me for life in new york. Im full of guilt- i feel very apologetic- i feel alone- but not hopeless don't sympathize Im still gangsta
At a bus stop, I made a friendly comment to some old lady she laughed and started leaning on me as if drunk from Thursday happy hour. She asked me for some of my smoothie, i said no casue i was worried she had herpes or something so i let her kill the second half. She then said i looked like justin timberlake and that she was in love with him. her hand was clammy. I proceeded to hop on the bus thanking chance that it arrived at such a crucial moment of salvation. she though i was really him in cognito...........Justin Timberlake??????????????? I mean i dunno-- im suprised at how different my outer appearance has become- some people can stand rigt in front of me and indroduce themselves not knowing that they in fact lost their virginity with my best friend in my bed room, i didnt even lose my virginity in my bed room.
Off subject- Im sorry...............if i ever hurt anyone Gemini;s in particualr- fuckin horoscopes!!