Christmas
Why am I not looking forward to Christmas this year? I mean, yes I am a bit too old for it and yes, my family is all here and ok, I've been really stressed, but still...why am I not looking forward to Christmas? I've always looked forward to this time of year, even that hellish year in ninth grade. So why not now? I hate this damnit! I just want to be able to have one last really good Christmas with this side of the family,and yet for some weir reason, I'm not excited about tommorrow. Bah humbug!