Feb 19, 2005 09:28
i have been wanting to update for a while, chances are i wont say everything im planning on saying, or i wont even post this. so yeah...
first of all i am loving school, well voc, not real school but whatever that doesnt even count anymore. so at voc im masterful in the dark room, ive gotten really comfortable with the whole thing and am doing work that i am actually proud of. i love the assignments, i thought it would bug me, but instead the challenge is most of the fun. maybe i`ll put some on here, probably not but we`ll see.
my birthday was last weekend, it was alot of fun, i saw just about all of my friends at some point over the weekend and that was the most i could have asked for. my birthday show was really to crowed, im really not going to starland ballroom again, inless it is for kid go home. by the way, they played better then they have in years, i thought i was going to cry, they sounded so tight and i was like a proud parent. alpha kenny one came on and i swear my heart stopped, it was perfect. mu330, voodoo, superspecs, and streetlight were all great like always. but i have to say, i miss jamie it isnt the same without him, he brought alot to streetlight and cant be replaced by anyone. just about everyone there had never seen them before and had no clue what they were missing. i wanted to kill most of the people in that room, they were taking up space, and destroying the love.
aaron and crew gave me the best birthday party i have ever had, maybe it`s because no one was in acoma like last year, but i think it was just because i miss those guys. we had pineapple pizza and icecream cake, mike let me drove his race car, and everyone was happy yo be together. ryan got me the most amazing eternal sunshine of a spotless mind poster that i cant wait to hang up, it had been to long since ive seen him so that was really nice.
then monday, valentines day 2005, i failed my driving test, i cried the whole entire time, then didnt stop the whole day. steve took care of my tho, i dont know what i would have done without him. so the rest of my week has been hating my unlisenced life.
mk you are probably the only one seeing this, and you need to know how much i miss you, seriously i may aswell have had my left side amputated. i needed to sit at your kichen table and bullshit the other night, i wanted to watch degrassi and snuggle last night, i cant handle this shit. i dont care if i have to call u everyday and remind you i love you like a twin.
my baby best friend taylor was in the hospital this week and i dont know if i have ever been so worried about her, she was really sick and then got dehydrated so thats why they admitted her, it`s been a long couple of days for my kids. julia is walking! but falling and has a ton of boogers that are slowing her down.
tonight a bunch of us are going to dane cook, i seriously cant wait, im going to pee in my pants.