Ugh
Why is it that people don't understand me? then they ridicule me for the way that i am. who are you to judge if u don't understand me? even more annoying is he doesnt even know me. thats like telling your friend that the guy they like is the best choice when you have never even seen him/her. how many times do i have to tell people that i cant get close to someone for very long? then they react like ive hurt them soooo badly when i have told them of my weaknesses and concerns. it seems as though i have had this problem with more than one person. starting to make me a lil upset as u can tell. lately i havent wanted n e one in my life. im going through some type of phase where i would just rather b by myself than with others. ive been feeling this way for a long while. i feel safe this way. so im sorry for whoever is upset with me by that but i really dont know what to do. but being ridiculed and someone else butting in that doesnt know me.....thats where i get upset. thats where i start to close up and dont interact with others. i now feel like im being attacked so i will keep up my wall and my defenses till i can withstand others. it would really be nice to see life through a fearless persons eyes. or the eyes of an asshole who doesnt seem to care who he/she hurts as long as they are happy. for one day i would like that luxury. however im not so fortunate. so i guess people can take me for who i am or leave me. but do me a favor and know me b4 you start making accusations about what kind of a person i am. cuz if u dont u just sound like an ignorant ass.