i want to be forgotten,and i dont want to be reminded
im not sure ill ever understand why it has to hurt so much, it makes me want ot become cold and bitter i guess all i ever did want was to b loved, maybe ill find it sometime down the road but for now it feels like the end of the world, i took my first driving lesson, it went well, shawns on his way down and im so happy to have a friend there that loves me and always will and gives me support and a shoulder to cry on god it hurts so much and i really thought you were the one but when have i ever been right i just wanted you to understand how i felt but you didnt and you still dont so things will never be the same youve changed to much you cant avoid change but bad changes you can so now i just want to be forgotten and i dont want to b reminded so please dont tell me you love me ne longer i have no doubt you loved me but your not in love with me ive done all i could do to love you and make you understand and see but there is no point now but know that i love you and i miss you, as far as other thoughts go the one thing i wanted for my birthday the kid back out at the last minute but jamie said shed throw me the money so i can get a new one for my birthday of my very own, also im leaveing to go to lancaster tomorrow ill be gone till tuesday not that i think ne one is going to miss me my world is crashing down and raining fire on my head maybe ill burn to death then again we can only hope but it may make some poeple happy