the concept never may have existed in the first place
so im not real happy right now which im sure some people will b happy to hear i i saw both sams today went and hang out with sam chase and the rest of the gang well not all of them but it was still good to see who i did came home earlier to hang out with sam fowler and shawn he didnt talk to me and just kinda played it off like it never happened but im not up for that game altho i dont think it was intentional sam however their will never be another best friends like here i would do nething for that girl even after feeling like see dropped me without a problem the only thing that bothers me now is that when she comes around now its like its only cuz she needs something and as far as bill goes i dont know how much longer im going to be with him its not that i want but i need someone to b there for me and can be around not just once or twice a week im not saying i like to b up my boyfriends ass i just need that support something at i havent had yet if he moves back in with his dad ill never see him and as its stands now i dont even now when im going to talk to him next so if thats the case maybe i would be better off single besides i would never want to feel the hurt i did before ever again, so maybe.......... maybe, i should give up on love altogather, its become apparent it me now that the concept never may have existed in the first place.