Is there a doctor in the house?!!!
I remember when they used to say that in cartoons. I don't know if they do that anymore. Aw, those were the days. Well i'm no doctor baby, but I know what's good for me. Makes no sence. Sense? Sieance? Sceense. Sience. Jigga What?
I wish I had something politically sharkey to say, but I don't. I upset myself sometimes because I hate thinking about political jargon, or the subliminal messages in all commericals/articles and stuff. It's all very negtive and it upsets me to know that the world we live in is empty. Like, I reallly want to get out of the states, but when people ask me where, I can't answer, because it's like that everywhere. I don't want to be a hermit and isolate myself, but what can I do? This philosophy class I have upsets me more because it shows me how to officially analyze crap even more. I don't want to be a bitter person and hate everything and say things like " You know, they only said that ebcause they really mean this. It's Rhetoric! Look at those fallacies! Cuz its Modus Ponens! No no Tollens! A is b, b is A!" It makes me bitter. I wanna be five again and not think about why such and such use that color because they really mean this instead of that. When I was five I just though " wow that's a pretty red!"
Actually, now more than ever, I want to be 21. Not because of the legal things that come with that, i'm just tired of being 19. Ha! If i wanted to drink and gamble, I could do it now, but i'm not. 21 just seems fin to say.
I do not work at Barnes&Noble. I am currently unemployeed and in need of money. Where is my corporate scum job now?! I hate the bank. This is the 3rd time they skrewed me over. 3rd!!!I told you mom. you never listen to me you dumb bitch. (HAHAH JUST KIDDING OMG)
I watched Amelie again. Man! I love that movie soo much, but it messes me up Everytime I watch it. I wish my life was a bit different. Not that I hate my life, I reallly love it. But I feel that I have soo much potential to be better, to work harder, but things are always in my way and I can't help but be mediocre. I'm mediocre!!!!
YA so anayway! I'm really happy though. You can skip that part of the entry. No mixed signals i promise. That was just my brain.
I wish I had something politically sharkey to say, but I don't. I upset myself sometimes because I hate thinking about political jargon, or the subliminal messages in all commericals/articles and stuff. It's all very negtive and it upsets me to know that the world we live in is empty. Like, I reallly want to get out of the states, but when people ask me where, I can't answer, because it's like that everywhere. I don't want to be a hermit and isolate myself, but what can I do? This philosophy class I have upsets me more because it shows me how to officially analyze crap even more. I don't want to be a bitter person and hate everything and say things like " You know, they only said that ebcause they really mean this. It's Rhetoric! Look at those fallacies! Cuz its Modus Ponens! No no Tollens! A is b, b is A!" It makes me bitter. I wanna be five again and not think about why such and such use that color because they really mean this instead of that. When I was five I just though " wow that's a pretty red!"
Actually, now more than ever, I want to be 21. Not because of the legal things that come with that, i'm just tired of being 19. Ha! If i wanted to drink and gamble, I could do it now, but i'm not. 21 just seems fin to say.
I do not work at Barnes&Noble. I am currently unemployeed and in need of money. Where is my corporate scum job now?! I hate the bank. This is the 3rd time they skrewed me over. 3rd!!!I told you mom. you never listen to me you dumb bitch. (HAHAH JUST KIDDING OMG)
I watched Amelie again. Man! I love that movie soo much, but it messes me up Everytime I watch it. I wish my life was a bit different. Not that I hate my life, I reallly love it. But I feel that I have soo much potential to be better, to work harder, but things are always in my way and I can't help but be mediocre. I'm mediocre!!!!
YA so anayway! I'm really happy though. You can skip that part of the entry. No mixed signals i promise. That was just my brain.