I feel robbed
Two classes now, I've learned that men fall in love more quickly and recover more slowly from its destruction than women. Now I've seen this contrast live and in person.
I feel robbed. I want my life back, damn it. I want to finish off my essay final exam, and granted, it is boring which makes this difficult, but my brain is so sluggish right now that I can't think at all.
I'm used to being tired, it's the price of being a night owl in the society that demands alertness at an early hour and a body that despises the taste of caffeine. But I've been so beyond tired for so long that I'm really bloody sick of it. I can't even sleep without drugs any more.
I just posted a poem about this in my AP account that I called Fatigue Amplication. I'm tempted to post it here, but I decided not to because half the effect is gone without the text and background color that I picked for that poem. The text is orange - it looks like dried blood to me, which is fitting. The background is blue, for depression. And the title is self-explanatory.
It's been five months. That's pratically the length of the entire relationship. When is this going to end?
I feel robbed. I want my life back, damn it. I want to finish off my essay final exam, and granted, it is boring which makes this difficult, but my brain is so sluggish right now that I can't think at all.
I'm used to being tired, it's the price of being a night owl in the society that demands alertness at an early hour and a body that despises the taste of caffeine. But I've been so beyond tired for so long that I'm really bloody sick of it. I can't even sleep without drugs any more.
I just posted a poem about this in my AP account that I called Fatigue Amplication. I'm tempted to post it here, but I decided not to because half the effect is gone without the text and background color that I picked for that poem. The text is orange - it looks like dried blood to me, which is fitting. The background is blue, for depression. And the title is self-explanatory.
It's been five months. That's pratically the length of the entire relationship. When is this going to end?