Hmmmm....
So yeah, Myspace sucks. It takes forever to get something posted right, whereas here I can almost guarantee that a post can be created correctly in about ten seconds. Congrats to the coders here. If I could do something for ya, I would.
So I talked to a friend and realized that there are a few things that I need to do. The difficult thing is that I don't know if I can. I'm too attached for some reason... Actually, it is more like I can't make people feel bad. For the record, I would like to point out that I have tried to break it off with Her on about four different occasions. I don't know what has stopped me - the only thing that I can come up with is me not making her feel bad. Granted she is an awesome person, but there are a few problems... And I don't think that they can be easily resolved. Since we are both stubborn, I see problems. So it has to happen... I just now have to figure out how and then do it.
And then there are those that always need to have some sort of relationship for a sense of security... I don't think that I am one of those, but I won't lie - having someone there always helps. And yeah, there are friends... But they aren't always the same, ya know?
So I've been trying to work on this CD for her... But there is a problem. After going through my 17 days worth of music, I have only narrowed it down to something like four hours... Granted, that is a huge improvement... But still. (If I did my math right, it is four hours, compared to 404ish... Yeah, lots of a reduction there...) And my trouble is that I don't know how to narrow it down any more. I suppose I could make it two, but the problem still lies there, I'm over the limit. (Yeah, I could make it mp3 format, but that can't be played everywhere unfortunately...) So if anyone has any solutions, please let me know. It's kind of like the one that I made for V a long time ago. I don't know if there is anything on here about that, but it took a lot less time. Granted, it was much easier - I already had my song list, which fit easily on a disk. Stupid people. Make CD capacity bigger.
I'm supposed to be awake in five hours. I need to get stuff done tomorrow as well. Unfortunately I don't know if I will be able to... With Jeremy having no money, it makes travel difficult, despite how much of an incentive it is to travel... but we will see about that. I could come back and do stuff tomorrow night as well. (Stuff includes moving furniture, clothes, books, food, and all of that fun stuff...)
Music seems to bring out thoughts... And for some reason a lot revolve around her more recently. I should give her a call sometime soonish... Opinions on that one?
And for some reason, there is only one person that I know of that might read this. Moreover, there are only two people that still update on here... Or at least that I have classified as my 'friends'... Both of whom are kinda busy at times and I haven't really met in real life. (Have seen on stage, met friends of, but never actually met them...)
Let's see... The last thing that is really coming up is the freshmen moving in. I remember what it was like last year, and it is completely different. I'm not actually looking for someone whom I want to date. (I have run into a few that seem pretty cool though...) The one that I kinda want to be with would make things difficult... Which is why that phone call needs to be made to her... If only she knew... It makes things difficult to not know what she is thinking... But no e-mail will be sent now, despite how it may be desired. Maybe it will anyway........
So I talked to a friend and realized that there are a few things that I need to do. The difficult thing is that I don't know if I can. I'm too attached for some reason... Actually, it is more like I can't make people feel bad. For the record, I would like to point out that I have tried to break it off with Her on about four different occasions. I don't know what has stopped me - the only thing that I can come up with is me not making her feel bad. Granted she is an awesome person, but there are a few problems... And I don't think that they can be easily resolved. Since we are both stubborn, I see problems. So it has to happen... I just now have to figure out how and then do it.
And then there are those that always need to have some sort of relationship for a sense of security... I don't think that I am one of those, but I won't lie - having someone there always helps. And yeah, there are friends... But they aren't always the same, ya know?
So I've been trying to work on this CD for her... But there is a problem. After going through my 17 days worth of music, I have only narrowed it down to something like four hours... Granted, that is a huge improvement... But still. (If I did my math right, it is four hours, compared to 404ish... Yeah, lots of a reduction there...) And my trouble is that I don't know how to narrow it down any more. I suppose I could make it two, but the problem still lies there, I'm over the limit. (Yeah, I could make it mp3 format, but that can't be played everywhere unfortunately...) So if anyone has any solutions, please let me know. It's kind of like the one that I made for V a long time ago. I don't know if there is anything on here about that, but it took a lot less time. Granted, it was much easier - I already had my song list, which fit easily on a disk. Stupid people. Make CD capacity bigger.
I'm supposed to be awake in five hours. I need to get stuff done tomorrow as well. Unfortunately I don't know if I will be able to... With Jeremy having no money, it makes travel difficult, despite how much of an incentive it is to travel... but we will see about that. I could come back and do stuff tomorrow night as well. (Stuff includes moving furniture, clothes, books, food, and all of that fun stuff...)
Music seems to bring out thoughts... And for some reason a lot revolve around her more recently. I should give her a call sometime soonish... Opinions on that one?
And for some reason, there is only one person that I know of that might read this. Moreover, there are only two people that still update on here... Or at least that I have classified as my 'friends'... Both of whom are kinda busy at times and I haven't really met in real life. (Have seen on stage, met friends of, but never actually met them...)
Let's see... The last thing that is really coming up is the freshmen moving in. I remember what it was like last year, and it is completely different. I'm not actually looking for someone whom I want to date. (I have run into a few that seem pretty cool though...) The one that I kinda want to be with would make things difficult... Which is why that phone call needs to be made to her... If only she knew... It makes things difficult to not know what she is thinking... But no e-mail will be sent now, despite how it may be desired. Maybe it will anyway........