I bought a ticket to the world...
So people are dumb.
I don't see why it is such a problem for me to be friends with the people I am friends with. Just because you don't understand doesn't give you right to hold it against me. I'm not ashamed of my friends, or how much we love each other. And you can't make me be. I'm sorry, but certain things will not be done, because I know the drama it will start, and frankly, I don't want to have to censor my rambling about the day and who I spent it with because somebody wasn't there and they think they have a right to be. I swear, people...HOW ABOUT YOU ALL LET EVERYONE BE FRIENDS! IT'S THAT MUCH FREAKIN EASIER! I just...I'm frustrated with how fake people are, and how everyone is conspiring against me.
In other news, yesterday was wonderful. I sat till about 3, showered, and right when I get out Matt and Britt show up at my door to go see Testaments. I went without makeup...and felt ugly. But the movie...*speechless* Matt and Britt...I love them so much. <3. Watched 50 First Dates with the fam...pretty good, but somewhat nasty. Put me in a lonely mood, though. I hope some guy loves me enough someday that he would do all that for me...But yeah, good. And today I had a great day, too. French toast at Micah's was good. Got to see a lot of people that...well, I see every week, but never get to hang out with. It was pretty darn fun. Then on to the dentist. I have a cavity. And my brother, the boy who brushes his teeth like twice weekly as none! Talk about sore luck. Maybe I'll stop brushing my teeth...Home to take care of a lil something. I swear...I've lost all faith in the United States Postal Service. And...I'm thiking too much about everything. I feel ridiculous, but at the same time more sane than I've ever been in my life. Forget it. Talked to Matt on the phone for a long time after that. Then Taco Tuesday with Jeff! And Eric came. I miss him so much! And his g/f Sam and her friend came and brought us bouncy balls! I love mine. Then Sam bounced hers off the wall and broke a light, so we split. Now I'm here-lost in everything.
Sedona with Katie tomorrow! Hooray! I miss that girl. And I love her. And I can't wait!!!<3
everytime I try to fly,
I fall,
Without my wings,
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
and everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's [you're] haunting me
I guess I need you baby.
I don't see why it is such a problem for me to be friends with the people I am friends with. Just because you don't understand doesn't give you right to hold it against me. I'm not ashamed of my friends, or how much we love each other. And you can't make me be. I'm sorry, but certain things will not be done, because I know the drama it will start, and frankly, I don't want to have to censor my rambling about the day and who I spent it with because somebody wasn't there and they think they have a right to be. I swear, people...HOW ABOUT YOU ALL LET EVERYONE BE FRIENDS! IT'S THAT MUCH FREAKIN EASIER! I just...I'm frustrated with how fake people are, and how everyone is conspiring against me.
In other news, yesterday was wonderful. I sat till about 3, showered, and right when I get out Matt and Britt show up at my door to go see Testaments. I went without makeup...and felt ugly. But the movie...*speechless* Matt and Britt...I love them so much. <3. Watched 50 First Dates with the fam...pretty good, but somewhat nasty. Put me in a lonely mood, though. I hope some guy loves me enough someday that he would do all that for me...But yeah, good. And today I had a great day, too. French toast at Micah's was good. Got to see a lot of people that...well, I see every week, but never get to hang out with. It was pretty darn fun. Then on to the dentist. I have a cavity. And my brother, the boy who brushes his teeth like twice weekly as none! Talk about sore luck. Maybe I'll stop brushing my teeth...Home to take care of a lil something. I swear...I've lost all faith in the United States Postal Service. And...I'm thiking too much about everything. I feel ridiculous, but at the same time more sane than I've ever been in my life. Forget it. Talked to Matt on the phone for a long time after that. Then Taco Tuesday with Jeff! And Eric came. I miss him so much! And his g/f Sam and her friend came and brought us bouncy balls! I love mine. Then Sam bounced hers off the wall and broke a light, so we split. Now I'm here-lost in everything.
Sedona with Katie tomorrow! Hooray! I miss that girl. And I love her. And I can't wait!!!<3
everytime I try to fly,
I fall,
Without my wings,
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
and everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's [you're] haunting me
I guess I need you baby.