today
was.. boring. painful.. and yet.. i was happy at the end..
#1.. gonna admit, i smoked weed at work..
yes, yes, i know.. dumb..
but whatever.
i dont care.. lol
it helped
#2.. TERRI my friggn FH coach COMES INTO PANERA and my fight or flight thing kicks in.. dont relly wanna go toe-to-toe so i run and hide in the freezer.
lol
eventually [2 mins later]
i realize.. its not the best thing to do.. you know, hiding from someone who still has so much control over you.. [god knows why.. but she does]
so i go out and i'm like.. oh HI TERRI.. with the most scared/shocked/oh-god-get-me-outta-here look on my face..
and she's just like.. HEY katie!! how's panera? miss field hockey?
and i'm like.. yeah.. this sucks.
and she just nods..
then she's like.. wanna manage the team?
[whoa.. what?]
yeah.. like take scores, donate blood, important stuff..
[uhh]
YEAH!
really? she looks actually happy here.. and then she like looks around and goes.. what about work?
I"LL TAKE OFF GAME DAYS
lol
and away games?
YES
.. so truly i get a good deal in all this..
i get spirit wear, i get to WATCH the games.. and none of the bad preseason or painful runs..
hmm
ME GUSTA
lol
well then she's like.. GREAT.. see you at the blood drive?
YES
so.. i guess i'm pretty happy. lol
and other than that.. my day sucked. lol
but we'll see how this goes!!
ttyl<3
p.s.. i'm thinking about writing something.. i was listening to two songs today and they really got me thinking about stories..
1: One Republic & Timbaland :: Apologize
2: Paul Wright :: Sunrise to sunset
i really do feel like writing something.. but only god knows about finishing it.. if you want to download the songs you can.. they're both really good so.. i dunno tell me which one is better for an alex/ [somebody] fic. lol
and anybody wanna inspire me as to who would be with alex?? lol
thanks.. love y'all:)
#1.. gonna admit, i smoked weed at work..
yes, yes, i know.. dumb..
but whatever.
i dont care.. lol
it helped
#2.. TERRI my friggn FH coach COMES INTO PANERA and my fight or flight thing kicks in.. dont relly wanna go toe-to-toe so i run and hide in the freezer.
lol
eventually [2 mins later]
i realize.. its not the best thing to do.. you know, hiding from someone who still has so much control over you.. [god knows why.. but she does]
so i go out and i'm like.. oh HI TERRI.. with the most scared/shocked/oh-god-get-me-outta-here look on my face..
and she's just like.. HEY katie!! how's panera? miss field hockey?
and i'm like.. yeah.. this sucks.
and she just nods..
then she's like.. wanna manage the team?
[whoa.. what?]
yeah.. like take scores, donate blood, important stuff..
[uhh]
YEAH!
really? she looks actually happy here.. and then she like looks around and goes.. what about work?
I"LL TAKE OFF GAME DAYS
lol
and away games?
YES
.. so truly i get a good deal in all this..
i get spirit wear, i get to WATCH the games.. and none of the bad preseason or painful runs..
hmm
ME GUSTA
lol
well then she's like.. GREAT.. see you at the blood drive?
YES
so.. i guess i'm pretty happy. lol
and other than that.. my day sucked. lol
but we'll see how this goes!!
ttyl<3
p.s.. i'm thinking about writing something.. i was listening to two songs today and they really got me thinking about stories..
1: One Republic & Timbaland :: Apologize
2: Paul Wright :: Sunrise to sunset
i really do feel like writing something.. but only god knows about finishing it.. if you want to download the songs you can.. they're both really good so.. i dunno tell me which one is better for an alex/ [somebody] fic. lol
and anybody wanna inspire me as to who would be with alex?? lol
thanks.. love y'all:)