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I miss Casey a whole hell of a lot toay. I miss her a whole hell of a lot every day. Some days are harder than others, though, and today is hard. I was reading through our old texts and it still doesn't feel real. It's so easy to feel her presence reading through those. She is still alive.
I just miss her so much and I don't know what to do with that. It's so hard to understand and believe that she isn't here to see everything that has happened since she died. To celebrate my wins with me and to comfort me in my losses. I miss how patient and validating she was whenever I would tell her my problems. She was always on my side 100% even when I might have been wrong. I can't believe it's been almost a year. That alone makes sense fucking sense.
I just miss her so much and I don't know what to do with that. It's so hard to understand and believe that she isn't here to see everything that has happened since she died. To celebrate my wins with me and to comfort me in my losses. I miss how patient and validating she was whenever I would tell her my problems. She was always on my side 100% even when I might have been wrong. I can't believe it's been almost a year. That alone makes sense fucking sense.