(no subject)
Dear Best Friend:
Your silence in this moment speaks volumes. All I know is how hard it is to get a response from you lately when I know you live on your phone and I can see that you were on Tumblr 10 minutes ago (this text message has been sitting in limbo for three hours) so I know you're not busy. All I know is that ever since deciding to be official with your new boyfriend, you have effectively gone missing. Don't get me wrong, I am so happy you're happy, I just wish that it wasn't at the expense of our friendship. It certainly feels like you don't really care about me all that much and I don't think you understand how badly that hurts.
I guess my worst fear--that I've been a placeholder for you and that you wouldn't have room for me in your life if you got a boyfriend--seems to be coming true. I love you, you have no idea how much I love you. I love you, but I am done reaching out to you. Maybe that means we can't be friends anymore.
Love,
A
Your silence in this moment speaks volumes. All I know is how hard it is to get a response from you lately when I know you live on your phone and I can see that you were on Tumblr 10 minutes ago (this text message has been sitting in limbo for three hours) so I know you're not busy. All I know is that ever since deciding to be official with your new boyfriend, you have effectively gone missing. Don't get me wrong, I am so happy you're happy, I just wish that it wasn't at the expense of our friendship. It certainly feels like you don't really care about me all that much and I don't think you understand how badly that hurts.
I guess my worst fear--that I've been a placeholder for you and that you wouldn't have room for me in your life if you got a boyfriend--seems to be coming true. I love you, you have no idea how much I love you. I love you, but I am done reaching out to you. Maybe that means we can't be friends anymore.
Love,
A