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hhhmmmm.
i despise holidays. tear.
christmas alone. :) this'll actually be the first christmas where i dont get even on gift. hehe. cept from estelle and ando of course. thank god for my lovers. this will be the first christmas i spend alone, the first in which my mother and three year old sister are in another state. The first year that my sister will have to wake up in a hotel on christmas.
It was the first year i spent thanks-fucking-giving alone. And it'll be the first new years i spend alone.
yumm.
:).
i love friends.
thing is...i wont be able to see them or talk to them after today...not until school that is.and even then i'll only see them at school. hollah?
i despise holidays. tear.
christmas alone. :) this'll actually be the first christmas where i dont get even on gift. hehe. cept from estelle and ando of course. thank god for my lovers. this will be the first christmas i spend alone, the first in which my mother and three year old sister are in another state. The first year that my sister will have to wake up in a hotel on christmas.
It was the first year i spent thanks-fucking-giving alone. And it'll be the first new years i spend alone.
yumm.
:).
i love friends.
thing is...i wont be able to see them or talk to them after today...not until school that is.and even then i'll only see them at school. hollah?