a semi update
idk what the point to this entry is, but okay...
so for the past couple weeks my boyfriend and i have talked about our future when i come back from honduras... since he is taking this semester off at bryant so he'll work and have a new start and i will be enrolling into a new college (hopefully) the talk of moving in together has come up frequently....
it wasn't just based on like... obvious reasons... but like based on our family status right now, and we're both kind of in the same place... it's like a hassle living it home.
I mean him in general will most likely move out by the summer cause frankly him and his mom can not be under the same roof if they want to salvage any of their relationship..
and as for me, well... it's like a down spiral for my family right now...
and it keeps getting harder every day that goes by it seems.
I mean its gotten to the point where we've had to take money out of the money we put away for my sister... and she hasn't even touched that money yet, and we've had to take money off this CD i have in my account that was supposed to be used for college purposes only....
I mean moving in with a signifigant other is a big thing... but he assures me that we can do this if we try. I mean granted it will probably be hard at first but maybe it would benefit myself and my family,
i don't know.. *sighs*
it's not like i'm just gonna use him either to like make it a lil less stressed on my family, if i move with him its cause i want to be with him also...
i just feel maybe this is going too fast, but idk what to do haha
so for the past couple weeks my boyfriend and i have talked about our future when i come back from honduras... since he is taking this semester off at bryant so he'll work and have a new start and i will be enrolling into a new college (hopefully) the talk of moving in together has come up frequently....
it wasn't just based on like... obvious reasons... but like based on our family status right now, and we're both kind of in the same place... it's like a hassle living it home.
I mean him in general will most likely move out by the summer cause frankly him and his mom can not be under the same roof if they want to salvage any of their relationship..
and as for me, well... it's like a down spiral for my family right now...
and it keeps getting harder every day that goes by it seems.
I mean its gotten to the point where we've had to take money out of the money we put away for my sister... and she hasn't even touched that money yet, and we've had to take money off this CD i have in my account that was supposed to be used for college purposes only....
I mean moving in with a signifigant other is a big thing... but he assures me that we can do this if we try. I mean granted it will probably be hard at first but maybe it would benefit myself and my family,
i don't know.. *sighs*
it's not like i'm just gonna use him either to like make it a lil less stressed on my family, if i move with him its cause i want to be with him also...
i just feel maybe this is going too fast, but idk what to do haha