the timory twins at Its Plasterific in 2015
this week baiscally it the week that all people pack and up and leave for college or here or there, including myself. But i don't want to do it for some reason. I want to get back into the fashion thing, and i want to be back with ryan and friends, but i feel like there is something missing from the elements in my life, that i could really use, that just may not be in syracuse. Maybe this is because i had the most fabulous weekend with the amazing ellen arnstien. and i love her forever.
its so crazy being with her, because we do pretty simple stuff but it is just the best time, and i busted out of my dress dancing and being so silly with her. We went to plasterific and painted plaster again and it was awesome. we ate good jewish deli food. we rock stop and shop and pigged out . in fact we ate a truckload of food all weekend. we offroaded/wild-turkey chased. we went rain dancing. basically we were two sexy bitches all weekend and it was just so nice to have that few days when im just a ridiculous version of myself and no one cares.
we also went to this ice cream place with animals and saw some pretty crazy things. here is ellen getting some donkey love, and shane, ellens boyfriend, with a goat who has his tongue out for some reason.
i just feel antsy. this year is so up in the air, im so unsure of where im off to in the spring, but im getting that lydia syndrome again, where i have to break out on my own, go my own way, and figure out myself all over again, just like italy in 2001. well see what happens, but i hope i can find what im looking for.
im hoping for the most beautiful wonderful fall.
im hoping for good news everywhere, and love, and peacefulness, and brilliant ideas that i will be able to get out of me and continue to make myself grow and push foward to where i want to be.
and next summer?
if only i could just live in brooklyn and ryan could come and it would be a brave new world of insanity and greatness.
well see.