saturday morning.....

[half_a_dime]

after updating at i don't even remember what time saturday morning, trina and finally went up to bed. on the way up i decided to turn my phone off to save the battery (i forgot my charger) and i made the comment that i did NOT need to be woken up at 7 something in the morning by his ring tone. well, my phone has an alarm system that i had set for work friday and forgotten to turn off. so my phone was wailing away (even off) at 5:30 am. so i had to turn it back on to disable the alarms. and i left it on.....can you guess what happened?.....YUP!! you got it! 7:37 AM there's his ring tone! i don't think that i have EVER been SOO sick of hearing something as i am of that ring tone! anywho, he left a message (because there was no way that i was answering that early in the am, not to mention the fact that he is not to be trying to contact me anymore.) saying 'that he was sorry' and 'that he doesn't hate me', 'he hates himself', and 'he was just upset', 'he'll always love me'. then he called trina around 10am and we found out that he had also gone to see my grandmother to give her flowers for mother's day. (she feels, and after seeing them i agree, that he was jipped if he actually paid $8 for them. like the price tag said) then he called seth around 12 something and left him a VM though i don't yet know what it said. and he tried calling a few more times today. one of which i let trina answer the phone, she said hello and nobody responded. that was after he had sent her a message saying that he hoped that SHE was having a good day or something like that. but the day has ended well, i spent it with trina because she came to work with me, and then we picked up seth and went shopping for mother's day (i helped them find VERY nice gifts for their mother's. and i found something for my mom too. we then got cards to go with. got food, and went back to seth's to watch a movie. so all in all it was a good day. i guess especially since HE had duty so i knew that he wouldn't just...be there...at random times. oh well, another early morning for me. 'night to all!

p.s.
congratulations to J-MAN for his graduation today!!!! i'm sorry that i couldn't come, but under the circumstances it is understandable. forgive anyways?