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rather depressing day. but i think i am shirking my producer-duties at the cable station tonight to go to Mr BHS. as far as i can tell, in any case.
i also think thats all i have to report, besides the obvious. rather heartbreaking. I think i'm going to go to the services, because i just feel its rather necesary. i know, my sense of obligation is ridiculous. but still.
*sigh* its sobering, really. not depressing, unless I think about Neill (which,naturally, i do). but its more than anything else, sobering.
i'm thinking about him, in any case. and courtney.
what a monday...
i also think thats all i have to report, besides the obvious. rather heartbreaking. I think i'm going to go to the services, because i just feel its rather necesary. i know, my sense of obligation is ridiculous. but still.
*sigh* its sobering, really. not depressing, unless I think about Neill (which,naturally, i do). but its more than anything else, sobering.
i'm thinking about him, in any case. and courtney.
what a monday...