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i personally hate being lied to
or having an excuse made up to break up with me
when the real reason has nothing to do with what he said
i was going to be nice and sent colter a comment on myspace yesterday
when i noticed his status says "in a relationship"
so i texted him saying..."i find it absolutely humerous how you realllllly care about me one day, break up with me the next, and then have a girlfriend a few days later...wow is all i have to say to that"
he didnt respond so i said "oh what, no response?"
thennnn he texted me at 2:15 this morning replying
read this shit
and tell me how shitty of a person he is
"sorry i was stuck in the hospital in nashville and my phone had died...anyways here is the deal haley, i did like you, you were a great girl, i had alot of fun with you, but i never got to see you, almost our entire relationship was through text, and i feel like you never truly cared enough to really put effort into changing that. I wanted to let it progress further to see if things changed, but thats when i met someone. She is perfect for me, I had to do what was right in my heart, you didnt deserve to be a side girl, you needed to be let free, i talked it over with many people and even after i told my brother how i didnt want to hurt you, he told me that i needed to follow my heart, otherwise i would be miserable and so would you. I didnt want that. I want you to be happy, and you just couldnt be that with me, we are too different. We dont want the same things, i really regret what i did to you but just know that i did it so i could still be your friend. I do care about you whether you think so or not. But i've never felt this way about anything, and the way i feel about this girl she might actually be the one, and i know youre saying that im crazy, but its true. I have truly fallen for her and i couldnt lie to you and keep this going on much longer. You need to be with someone that wants what you want and have a future with. I wanted to be that guy for you but i cant. You need to start believing in love because it is there. I understand completely if you dont want to be my friend but just know that i never wanted for this to happen. I seriously feel so terrible about everything stil. I followed my heart whether or not it leads to my pain im okay with that, because thats what life is about taking risks and chasing what you love. whether or not you stay in my life just promise that you will do the same please. you have a beautiful heart and it should not go to waste. my sincere apologies waley-bear :( "
yeah, he is a coward
a fucking coward
to not break up with me in person but in a text message
completely fall for someone else and then make up a lame ass fucking excuse to break up with me
when really, it wasnt because he didnt feel bad about leaving me here when he depolyed
it was because he had met someone else
im through with the childish fucking boys, IMA FIND ME A REAL MAN.
but for real, HOW SHITTY OF A PERSON IS HE?
or having an excuse made up to break up with me
when the real reason has nothing to do with what he said
i was going to be nice and sent colter a comment on myspace yesterday
when i noticed his status says "in a relationship"
so i texted him saying..."i find it absolutely humerous how you realllllly care about me one day, break up with me the next, and then have a girlfriend a few days later...wow is all i have to say to that"
he didnt respond so i said "oh what, no response?"
thennnn he texted me at 2:15 this morning replying
read this shit
and tell me how shitty of a person he is
"sorry i was stuck in the hospital in nashville and my phone had died...anyways here is the deal haley, i did like you, you were a great girl, i had alot of fun with you, but i never got to see you, almost our entire relationship was through text, and i feel like you never truly cared enough to really put effort into changing that. I wanted to let it progress further to see if things changed, but thats when i met someone. She is perfect for me, I had to do what was right in my heart, you didnt deserve to be a side girl, you needed to be let free, i talked it over with many people and even after i told my brother how i didnt want to hurt you, he told me that i needed to follow my heart, otherwise i would be miserable and so would you. I didnt want that. I want you to be happy, and you just couldnt be that with me, we are too different. We dont want the same things, i really regret what i did to you but just know that i did it so i could still be your friend. I do care about you whether you think so or not. But i've never felt this way about anything, and the way i feel about this girl she might actually be the one, and i know youre saying that im crazy, but its true. I have truly fallen for her and i couldnt lie to you and keep this going on much longer. You need to be with someone that wants what you want and have a future with. I wanted to be that guy for you but i cant. You need to start believing in love because it is there. I understand completely if you dont want to be my friend but just know that i never wanted for this to happen. I seriously feel so terrible about everything stil. I followed my heart whether or not it leads to my pain im okay with that, because thats what life is about taking risks and chasing what you love. whether or not you stay in my life just promise that you will do the same please. you have a beautiful heart and it should not go to waste. my sincere apologies waley-bear :( "
yeah, he is a coward
a fucking coward
to not break up with me in person but in a text message
completely fall for someone else and then make up a lame ass fucking excuse to break up with me
when really, it wasnt because he didnt feel bad about leaving me here when he depolyed
it was because he had met someone else
im through with the childish fucking boys, IMA FIND ME A REAL MAN.
but for real, HOW SHITTY OF A PERSON IS HE?