he lays in the reins
haven't used this in... forever?
got bored, thought about livejournal.
things on my mind
basically that adds up to writing in this.
so lately i've been feeling wonderful.
possible new boy interest.
but who knows how that will work
today was all right...
school is really lame
mr. winstead thinks i'm always fucked up, BUT i have stopped taking pills completely and that makes me feel much better.
hart sexually molested me today and it was very awkward
then at cccc, we took straight notes for an hour, with our teacher not talking at all... then will and i "raced" to school. i beat him.
bahh everything that was in my head is now blank after trying to write about it
anyway, i think i want to quit smoking. buttt... it's going to be really hard, and probably won't work. i know if i quit i'll most likely gain some weight, which is not what i need right now. but it would be a pretty nice decision.
plus, helen and dabney and erin would be VERY proud of me
last weekend was pretty fun. i went to appalachian after school on friday to see malia. fdjakhg i love it there. i think that is where i want to attend school. i went hiking. yes. me. hiking. cute boys too. and a good business school. i found out my dog, otto died, so i came home on saturday instead of sunday. i ended up going to helen's house to hang out with her and dabney. bart was there. that was weird, after him being really mean to me after he left for school. we had to hold hands for grace. weird. i was going to go stay the night at justin's house but his parents ended up coming home. then... thats it.
i miss work. especially paul, because he is the most attractive person in the whole entire world. even though he IS married and is 23. but atleast i still get to hang out with jenna and her rugby roommates. i went to her house the other night to watch the LOST premiere. they got really into it... and suggested i come over more often and get drunk. but i've told them many times i don't like drinking... more like HATE drinking.
anyway...
this weekend is hopefully going to be a good one
friday - maybe going to midnight madness with the girls, or hanging out with justin (depending on when he has to work)
saturday - either the girls or justin
sunday/monday - DECA leadership conference... which is probably going to be lame, considering we're not allowed to drive there AND it's 75 dollars.
jdfka;h i'm about to start on my homework. this was much longer than i expected. bye.
got bored, thought about livejournal.
things on my mind
basically that adds up to writing in this.
so lately i've been feeling wonderful.
possible new boy interest.
but who knows how that will work
today was all right...
school is really lame
mr. winstead thinks i'm always fucked up, BUT i have stopped taking pills completely and that makes me feel much better.
hart sexually molested me today and it was very awkward
then at cccc, we took straight notes for an hour, with our teacher not talking at all... then will and i "raced" to school. i beat him.
bahh everything that was in my head is now blank after trying to write about it
anyway, i think i want to quit smoking. buttt... it's going to be really hard, and probably won't work. i know if i quit i'll most likely gain some weight, which is not what i need right now. but it would be a pretty nice decision.
plus, helen and dabney and erin would be VERY proud of me
last weekend was pretty fun. i went to appalachian after school on friday to see malia. fdjakhg i love it there. i think that is where i want to attend school. i went hiking. yes. me. hiking. cute boys too. and a good business school. i found out my dog, otto died, so i came home on saturday instead of sunday. i ended up going to helen's house to hang out with her and dabney. bart was there. that was weird, after him being really mean to me after he left for school. we had to hold hands for grace. weird. i was going to go stay the night at justin's house but his parents ended up coming home. then... thats it.
i miss work. especially paul, because he is the most attractive person in the whole entire world. even though he IS married and is 23. but atleast i still get to hang out with jenna and her rugby roommates. i went to her house the other night to watch the LOST premiere. they got really into it... and suggested i come over more often and get drunk. but i've told them many times i don't like drinking... more like HATE drinking.
anyway...
this weekend is hopefully going to be a good one
friday - maybe going to midnight madness with the girls, or hanging out with justin (depending on when he has to work)
saturday - either the girls or justin
sunday/monday - DECA leadership conference... which is probably going to be lame, considering we're not allowed to drive there AND it's 75 dollars.
jdfka;h i'm about to start on my homework. this was much longer than i expected. bye.