danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer

[haleythejew]

i miss you.
i miss us.
i miss endless cd organizing.
i miss your cd collection.
i miss riding to school with you.
i miss every summer day spent together.
i miss only getting your phone calls.
i miss how "stilettos" played when you called.
i miss eating only the pretzels out of the chex mix.
i miss renting 5 movies for five nights for 5.55.
i miss making up songs.
i miss taking pictures.
i miss outdoor movies.
i miss jeremy nights.
i miss topless night.
i miss 10 pm to 7 am trips to the beach.
i miss being best friends with your dad.
i miss being called shitnose.
i miss random trips to kanki.
i miss walmart trips and you finding 79 cent picture frames.
i miss best buy cd pictures.
i miss the starting line song.
i miss jetskiing and attempting to fish.
i miss trying to find TEEN THINGS TO DO.
i miss the "come over. now" AIM conversations.
i miss gossiping.
i miss moose.
i miss friendship.

i wish i could take it all back.
i wish things could be different.
i wish that you could forgive and forget.
i wish i was with you now.
i wish he never existed.

i hope things work out for you.
i hope you still think of me.
i hope you smile sometimes at our pictures.
i hope we meet up someday.
i hope we'll both be happy.

i hate what i did.
i will always love you.