Hellllllllooooooo.....
Last night i stayed up until like 1am and thought about Jonah and Tristan and Onix. I worry aboot them. I worry aboot everything. I swear im depressed i need those pill things. I dont feel like talking on the phone but it's Onix and she is my babe. So it's ok. I just dont feel like talking to people who are like OMGOD MY DAY WAS THE BEST! cuz I hatw those people. I might have been one of those people a week ago but not now. I wanna have fun but I hate it when people have a good day and you dont and they rub it in the other persons face. It's not cool. I think Im going to start updating more. I'll try. This song is sad...How does it feel by Avril Lavigne. It's gonna be my new favorite song.It's a very compelling song. My new anthem I'll bet. It will be the new song that describes me. I dont know why. I told Onix that today I dont feel like being happy. I just dont feel like being myself today. I feel like lounging around watching t.v. But I'm not going to do that nw because I am updating. I think dave and Avril love each other...No i dont...I think they are best friends. BEST BUDS. Rocker buds. They are soooo cute! I love them! I'm fucking mad at brendan. What the fuck? I thought that guy was great. Like wtf why is your finger missing?-Micah Mattson-Kut-U-Up. Im not afraid of anything I jsut need to know that i can breathe. How does it feel to be different from me are we the same how does it feel? I am just pretty much hangin out right now. I'm gonna go close ALL the blinds in my house I dont feel like seeing the sun. Ok now it feels like night time. I love night time...It's sooo relaxing. Because no one is awake to bother you or IM you on the computer. Everone is asleep. I love it. Serenity. For me. Come and take me away. I'm not having a good day. I dont know why...I'm just not. So I will be in my bed sleeping or on the couch. By the computer or watching t.v. anyway I can still see the comp. Love you Onix your the only one that knows what I mean.
Haley
Haley