HmM..
i have SO much on my mind!! i keep having these horrible dreams. but they seem SO real and i KNO that it either happened, or will. its a gut feeling i have. ive also been thinking about alot of things.. like that have happened in the past and i feel so stupid because i dont even kno why i stuck with this thing THIS LONG. i mean, after all that happened, it SO wasnt worth it. and it still isnt. so.. i think i have to REALLY think about my decision. and i hope its a good one..