just shoot me plz.
nh. i'll list what i have from the con later. and post some pictures later.
i have the flu. and other problems, ibs acting up and more, hurting all over. wish i had josh here to rub my back, but i have a shiatzu chair. too heavy to move though to the chair to where i can sit. and my chest hurts almost like im having a heart attack, and i dont know what it is. anyone might know what is making it like that besides anxiety? i'm very depressed. can't cry anymore. when i get sick i always am depressed. i have severe chronic depression period, but. i dunno. im extremely depressed but it's not just sickness and my mind playing tricks on me and i dont know. it's like everything bad that is in my life, anything and everyything from my dad being dead to stress now is making me miserable and also, i just dont want to be in the hospital, im so sick and mom says im suicidal acting and she's watching me like a hawk. i told her it's just depression and the sickness. i hope this sickness doesn't put me into a crisis i can't stop and catch. i just am completley and utterly miserable.
i have the flu. and other problems, ibs acting up and more, hurting all over. wish i had josh here to rub my back, but i have a shiatzu chair. too heavy to move though to the chair to where i can sit. and my chest hurts almost like im having a heart attack, and i dont know what it is. anyone might know what is making it like that besides anxiety? i'm very depressed. can't cry anymore. when i get sick i always am depressed. i have severe chronic depression period, but. i dunno. im extremely depressed but it's not just sickness and my mind playing tricks on me and i dont know. it's like everything bad that is in my life, anything and everyything from my dad being dead to stress now is making me miserable and also, i just dont want to be in the hospital, im so sick and mom says im suicidal acting and she's watching me like a hawk. i told her it's just depression and the sickness. i hope this sickness doesn't put me into a crisis i can't stop and catch. i just am completley and utterly miserable.