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I am scared to call it love.
But I am in love. I would have said "I think I am in love," but I think I'm pretty certain, this time.
Noooo I think I am in love. I can't let my cynicism escape that easily :-/ :-(
I do love him though; "in love," probably. Loving, definitely.
It is joy & relief. None of the consuming hunger; I am content and happy and I do not doubt that this will turn out well. Very well. I don't know how it will turn out; I cannot foresee the future. But whatever happens, it is good.
How can James exist? I am just... amazed. He is just such a beautiful person... The world, I think, is lucky to have him.
I feel lucky to have met him. So very lucky.
But I am in love. I would have said "I think I am in love," but I think I'm pretty certain, this time.
Noooo I think I am in love. I can't let my cynicism escape that easily :-/ :-(
I do love him though; "in love," probably. Loving, definitely.
It is joy & relief. None of the consuming hunger; I am content and happy and I do not doubt that this will turn out well. Very well. I don't know how it will turn out; I cannot foresee the future. But whatever happens, it is good.
How can James exist? I am just... amazed. He is just such a beautiful person... The world, I think, is lucky to have him.
I feel lucky to have met him. So very lucky.