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looking for a celebration of life
perhaps this will come to some kind of fruition by midsummer
uhm...
more:
I have sought Divine everywhere she lives, but no, not all live in recognition. I sought her in you, and you, and you... I thought that love was the answer. Fine and well, I'll love you still, but you are not for me. I've been seeking holy fulfillment. Perhaps this will never be with another person. Maybe I'm on this path alone. Again. I keep hoping for someone to recognize me, to know me by my soul, and I will know them back. Perhaps love must wait. But for how long? ("How long" looks like howling. And indeed, in the bittersweet dark center of the night, when all is still, my heart howls loudest then.)
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It was fated to fail from the very beginning. I wish I had kept that in mind, but it is too late, and now it just seems all so clear how very wrong that direction has been. Of COURSE if you have to wonder, it's not right. Isn't that so?
Well then, you, wherever you are, come celebrate life with me, won't you?
Surely love exists in the way I see it... the way I'd like it to exist..
I resisted the truth for too long. It never would have worked. The seduction was in the secrets we kept. Of COURSE it couldn't last. Of course.
We're on different paths altogether, aren't we. How compatible could we possibly be? Argh...
My next goal: Pagan festival(s).
perhaps this will come to some kind of fruition by midsummer
uhm...
more:
I have sought Divine everywhere she lives, but no, not all live in recognition. I sought her in you, and you, and you... I thought that love was the answer. Fine and well, I'll love you still, but you are not for me. I've been seeking holy fulfillment. Perhaps this will never be with another person. Maybe I'm on this path alone. Again. I keep hoping for someone to recognize me, to know me by my soul, and I will know them back. Perhaps love must wait. But for how long? ("How long" looks like howling. And indeed, in the bittersweet dark center of the night, when all is still, my heart howls loudest then.)
---
It was fated to fail from the very beginning. I wish I had kept that in mind, but it is too late, and now it just seems all so clear how very wrong that direction has been. Of COURSE if you have to wonder, it's not right. Isn't that so?
Well then, you, wherever you are, come celebrate life with me, won't you?
Surely love exists in the way I see it... the way I'd like it to exist..
I resisted the truth for too long. It never would have worked. The seduction was in the secrets we kept. Of COURSE it couldn't last. Of course.
We're on different paths altogether, aren't we. How compatible could we possibly be? Argh...
My next goal: Pagan festival(s).