Long time no journal
OK so I wrote an eight year long entry and then I accidently ex-ed out the window b4 it posted so here's hightlights...
Since I've been in B-lo>>
*I've been going to Hake-e-oke w/ Kevin Kennedy every Monday @ Q and it's a total blast. One night Adam came w/ us and he and I sang practically the entire score to Last 5 years. That same night Michael Hake told me I was so sexy that he wanted to f&*k me w/ Bea Arthur's Dick...I don't get it but I LOVE IT!
* I went to NYC for New Years b/c Lindsay and Rashaan paid for my ticket b/c they are amazing. I got totally hammered and did things I shouldn't have. I stole Lem's wife's flip flops and went for a jog, I threw Adam's gift from Darcy out into the street and it was never heard from again, I hard core made out w/ Brandon, who (if you are unaware) is a gay gay man. *way to set the tone for the new year Bear!* I spent New Years day w/ the best of friends laughing my ass off- I look forward to 2006.
*I've been living and breathing my show. I love every second of it. Despite the fact that people in my cast get a little sassy sometimes and throw a tantrum here and there I still adore them all. I have made some awesome new friends and have gotten closer to old ones and I am artistically challenged every day and I've learned so much working opposite of Paul especially. The show, while not everyone who sees it is crazy about the writing style, it has provoked so much thought in people and deeply touched others. I feel so honored to be apart of it. Vincent O'Neill said that in his opinion "it's the best show that Irish Classical has every done." Not too fucking shabby. I hate the idea of it ending - probably b/c I don't have anything else lined up afterwards-anyways I'm thankful I'm here today doing what I love..I can ask for nothing more.
*I've connected w/ Drew this holiday season in a way we haven't connected b4. It was really really nice. To me, it felt like we had been dating for years b/c it was just so damn comfortable and uncomplicated. I know it upset Beth to see the two of us together and I'm really sorry that it had that effect on her- I don't think she had any logical right to be pissed- but I am sorry that I was the cause of her feeling bad, I would never wish that for her. I'm not gonna lie there were moments where I asked myself if I could really do a relationship w/ him, and I think that if things were different then maybe- but for now it was just two really good friends spending some time together and filling a void long enough to keep us going. It means more to me than I'm sure I conveyed to him- some day, when they make a "thanks for confirming the fact that I am not a hideous, dis figured sea hag as I once feared" halmark card I will let him know in writing.
*I'm blonde. and I kind of like it. not. good.
*Rashaan got his equity card and made it to the last call of broadway's revival of a chorus line. He's gonna be on broadway. Maybe not now but soon. I love his drive and passion. I miss him terribly.
*Adam left to be "Jimmy" in the national tour of thouroughly modern millie for six months this past weekend. It's so weird but when I know he's a greater distance away I miss him so much more. I couldn't be prouder of my boys. I have to admit that I was expecting some twinges of jealousy over their success but honestly there is not a trace of hard feelings. I am overwhelmed w/ pride and excitement and I want them to go further and achieve all that they can. sometimes I feel like a mom when I say shit like that -somebody slap me.
*Chelsea lost something signifigant on 1/15/06 but don't worry I'm helping her find it again.
Since I've been in B-lo>>
*I've been going to Hake-e-oke w/ Kevin Kennedy every Monday @ Q and it's a total blast. One night Adam came w/ us and he and I sang practically the entire score to Last 5 years. That same night Michael Hake told me I was so sexy that he wanted to f&*k me w/ Bea Arthur's Dick...I don't get it but I LOVE IT!
* I went to NYC for New Years b/c Lindsay and Rashaan paid for my ticket b/c they are amazing. I got totally hammered and did things I shouldn't have. I stole Lem's wife's flip flops and went for a jog, I threw Adam's gift from Darcy out into the street and it was never heard from again, I hard core made out w/ Brandon, who (if you are unaware) is a gay gay man. *way to set the tone for the new year Bear!* I spent New Years day w/ the best of friends laughing my ass off- I look forward to 2006.
*I've been living and breathing my show. I love every second of it. Despite the fact that people in my cast get a little sassy sometimes and throw a tantrum here and there I still adore them all. I have made some awesome new friends and have gotten closer to old ones and I am artistically challenged every day and I've learned so much working opposite of Paul especially. The show, while not everyone who sees it is crazy about the writing style, it has provoked so much thought in people and deeply touched others. I feel so honored to be apart of it. Vincent O'Neill said that in his opinion "it's the best show that Irish Classical has every done." Not too fucking shabby. I hate the idea of it ending - probably b/c I don't have anything else lined up afterwards-anyways I'm thankful I'm here today doing what I love..I can ask for nothing more.
*I've connected w/ Drew this holiday season in a way we haven't connected b4. It was really really nice. To me, it felt like we had been dating for years b/c it was just so damn comfortable and uncomplicated. I know it upset Beth to see the two of us together and I'm really sorry that it had that effect on her- I don't think she had any logical right to be pissed- but I am sorry that I was the cause of her feeling bad, I would never wish that for her. I'm not gonna lie there were moments where I asked myself if I could really do a relationship w/ him, and I think that if things were different then maybe- but for now it was just two really good friends spending some time together and filling a void long enough to keep us going. It means more to me than I'm sure I conveyed to him- some day, when they make a "thanks for confirming the fact that I am not a hideous, dis figured sea hag as I once feared" halmark card I will let him know in writing.
*I'm blonde. and I kind of like it. not. good.
*Rashaan got his equity card and made it to the last call of broadway's revival of a chorus line. He's gonna be on broadway. Maybe not now but soon. I love his drive and passion. I miss him terribly.
*Adam left to be "Jimmy" in the national tour of thouroughly modern millie for six months this past weekend. It's so weird but when I know he's a greater distance away I miss him so much more. I couldn't be prouder of my boys. I have to admit that I was expecting some twinges of jealousy over their success but honestly there is not a trace of hard feelings. I am overwhelmed w/ pride and excitement and I want them to go further and achieve all that they can. sometimes I feel like a mom when I say shit like that -somebody slap me.
*Chelsea lost something signifigant on 1/15/06 but don't worry I'm helping her find it again.