totally exhausted, but just CAN'T fall asleep
Wow, I am soooo tired right now, but i just can't fall asleep. And this whole sleeping porch thing makes me nervous... i'm completely sure that the whole place can hear me turning in my bed, so i just got up instead. I wouldn't be this tired, except i went to be at like 3 yesterday, and i haven't been really getting any sleep for a while. I really want to get some sleep, esp. since i have morning classes that i can't miss, but when i lay down, i just start thinking, and not sleeping. My parents definitely got on my nerves tonight. I didn't talk to them all weekend (yeah, all 2 days of it), and so my dad ims me and tells me that i only talk to him for money (which he isn't giving me any of anyway) and that next month i should call my mom and ask her for money cuz she needs to have an equal part in it. Blah! I hate, absolutely hate being in the middle of my parents. And he wonders why i never seem to want to call. Its cuz i don't want to. grrrr. Anyway, enough complaining about that. Thinking about it only makes it worse, so i try not to think about home. I'm up here 5 hours away so that i can have fun. Tomorrow i think we're all supposed to find parties to go to. This week is frat rush, so we're supposed to make appearances at the different house parties. Not a bad job altogether, and it might just distract me from all the work i've had to do in classes already. Classes this year are really stressing me out. I can't believe that in a few years, well, after grad school, they are gonna actually trust me to go out and help ppl. Oh well, that's my life right now. Not an incredibly happy entry, but oh well, that's what you get when i can't sleep, and i have nothing better to do than type away in this thing. Well, now that this has gone all over the place, i'm gonna head back to the porch and see if i can't fall asleep. If not, i'll just be back to find something else on this wonderful computer to keep me occupied. G'nite for now