Jul 07, 2005 16:53
probably goingto buy a car instead of a bike now. seems more logical for the rain.
worked for 4.5 hours today and then rode home to pack and say goodbye to my home.
i cant get along with my mom at all lately. everytime she opens her mouth i get extremely upset and yell at her. when it happens i feel like its in response to how stupid or annoying she's being but really i think it bothers me that she wants to have some say in my life when she's cutting me off. it actually might be that plus her annoying stupidity. i'm too stressed already
so i need to think of ways to keep it cool, baby.
things to bring to keep my head together:
jasmin tea
incense and essential oil (shit. i left eucalyptus at zoe's)
bath oil/bubble bath
boooooks
running shoes
any suggestions?
i should get in the habit of meditating in the morning and before bed too..
also last weekend was wonderful. mushies everyday. good trips, beautiful scenery smells and sounds. specific locations: mill valley hills, bolinas and agate beach