trapped in a glass case of emotion

Jun 16, 2005 20:00

I dont know if I already said this, probably did, but I finished Dark Angels and Even Cowgirls Get the Blues last week. Now it's Tess of the D'Urbervilles. Its sucked me in. As all these books have. Maybe it's because I need escape? I feel stable now, but its a boring and monotonous stability. I dont think much can happen anytime soon to make me depressed, but I still dont feel balanced yet. It's weird but I feel like I need something to make me cry. I need to express some kind of intense emotion.

I am so close to deleting this entry. Uhhhhhhh........ WHY GOD?

So I can't upload pictures of the last 6 months until I find my USB cord thing for my camera.

I am a couple days away from knowing if I get my internship at Headlands Center for the Arts. Got an email today that said "Hi Hilary, Sorry for the delay and we'll let you know as soon as we decide if you have the job, but we've got one last question. When would you be able to start working?" Wish I coulda said "Tomorrow! I'll work the second you want me to work." But no, I have to give my 2 weeks notice and then also do my job selling fireworks. *Sigh*

I'm really dying to watch a scary movie... hint hint...
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