How to overcome your biggest fears
...Anyone out there who remembers me? 8D
In some previous posts, I complained about how my personal life could be uneventful sometimes. Well at least, these last 23 days have been anything but peaceful xD
To tell you the truth, when I decided to take this little break, I was feeling really down. I could be perfectly ok and the next second, I was feeling so miserable that before I could even realize, tears were suddenly rolling down my face. I wasn't sad though. I cry when I'm physically and/or mentally exhausted, I cry when I'm mad at myself, some songs and videos make me cry but I don't cry when I'm sad.
But as Kisumai say, "flowers that bloom after tears of frustration are surely beautiful" so after this small episode of winter depression, there were days I felt like crying again, but this time because I was laughing so hard my stomach ached.
If I had to describe myself, I'd say I'm a KY who likes being alone and who is not good at socializing, even with people I know well. Oddly though, these past few days, I didn't want to be alone. Well fortunately for me, I was surrounded by awesomely lovely people in real life and some of you also sent me adorable cheer up messages so thank you all ♥
See? I'm ok!! (*^_^*)~☆
It's true that I tend to run away when I don't want to deal with some issues but as I wrote in my hiatus post, I didn't go anywhere. I still was a very busy university student (At least seeing my first semester grades, the hard work was really worth it o/) and since I spend about 3 hours a day on the train, I could watch all the drama and TV shows I'm currently following so I managed to stay a devoted fangirl (*^‿^*)v
But for now, I'm on holiday until Monday and if there's one thing I like about holidays, it's that I can finally take the time to focus on "fandom work"! So here's a little subbed cut from the latest Jr. Land~
If you haven't watched the episode yet (I'm currently uploading it), you may want to wait a little more because this video actually reveals who have lost the second Jack in the box darts battle.
If you don't mind or can't wait, I recommend you to watch it because it's really hilarious! This game is definitely one of my favorite, Hikaru is the most adorable scared boy ever and oh, Sane your reactions are too awesome ♥ xD
Aah~
I've missed you, LJ ♥
In some previous posts, I complained about how my personal life could be uneventful sometimes. Well at least, these last 23 days have been anything but peaceful xD
To tell you the truth, when I decided to take this little break, I was feeling really down. I could be perfectly ok and the next second, I was feeling so miserable that before I could even realize, tears were suddenly rolling down my face. I wasn't sad though. I cry when I'm physically and/or mentally exhausted, I cry when I'm mad at myself, some songs and videos make me cry but I don't cry when I'm sad.
But as Kisumai say, "flowers that bloom after tears of frustration are surely beautiful" so after this small episode of winter depression, there were days I felt like crying again, but this time because I was laughing so hard my stomach ached.
If I had to describe myself, I'd say I'm a KY who likes being alone and who is not good at socializing, even with people I know well. Oddly though, these past few days, I didn't want to be alone. Well fortunately for me, I was surrounded by awesomely lovely people in real life and some of you also sent me adorable cheer up messages so thank you all ♥
See? I'm ok!! (*^_^*)~☆
It's true that I tend to run away when I don't want to deal with some issues but as I wrote in my hiatus post, I didn't go anywhere. I still was a very busy university student (At least seeing my first semester grades, the hard work was really worth it o/) and since I spend about 3 hours a day on the train, I could watch all the drama and TV shows I'm currently following so I managed to stay a devoted fangirl (*^‿^*)v
But for now, I'm on holiday until Monday and if there's one thing I like about holidays, it's that I can finally take the time to focus on "fandom work"! So here's a little subbed cut from the latest Jr. Land~
If you haven't watched the episode yet (I'm currently uploading it), you may want to wait a little more because this video actually reveals who have lost the second Jack in the box darts battle.
If you don't mind or can't wait, I recommend you to watch it because it's really hilarious! This game is definitely one of my favorite, Hikaru is the most adorable scared boy ever and oh, Sane your reactions are too awesome ♥ xD
Click to viewAah~
I've missed you, LJ ♥