After a long while of being super-vigilant about what I put into my body (as I truly believe healthy eating keeps me beautiful) I have recently begun to crave junk food again. Just today I had pizza, goldfish crackers, and an ice cream sandwich; normally I wouldn't even eat two of those things in the same day.
In my defense, I only ate the ice cream sandwich because my brother promised me he would drive me out to Coldstone since I was treating, and then he didn't. :(
I'm also a stress-eater, as in I binge when I'm stressed. I usually manage to avoid it at school, because I can't actually afford to feed myself as much as I would like to eat. But here, I can have a few fistfuls of pistachios, a banana, cereal, goldfish crackers, or popcorn whenever I feel like it.
Luckily for me, my parents are going through a phase where they refuse to keep sweets in the house, so at least I'm not gobbling down chocolates. But the other day I made snickerdoodles, and there was so much delicious butter and sugar in the dough that I couldn't resist taking little fingerfuls. And I'm sure I ate half the batch of actual cookies by myself.
The only things that are keeping me from gaining weight are the fact that I exercise fairly regularly and I don't eat very big meals.
Damn, and we're having s'mores on Sunday.
I think this situation is better than when I'm depressed, though. When I'm depressed, I starve myself. It actually got a little scary over Winter Break.
Anyway, no new news. My big drama still goes unresolved. I got to talk to
senashade today for the first time since even before I came to Georgia! It was sooooo nice. I miss you J-chan!!!
Oh yeah, and I kissed
obsidiandice's sister! ROFL! Ask me about it if you care.
Post tonight going up on MySpace is about Polyamory.
My Boom: Playing "The Impossible Quiz" online by Splapp-me-do.