144.
I think...
I don't even know why. Maybe because it was the closest thing I knew to love. Which was stupid, because everyone else... They meant something too, and I threw that away--
...I just wanted to feel it. And I thought I did, I thought he--
It's a curse, isn't it?
I don't even know why. Maybe because it was the closest thing I knew to love. Which was stupid, because everyone else... They meant something too, and I threw that away--
...I just wanted to feel it. And I thought I did, I thought he--
It's a curse, isn't it?