Jul 21, 2007 23:44
There are so many things on my mind right now:
-my dad and his mind frame (doesn't even know why the hell my family is pissed off at him and disowned him)
-my mom and her mental health (lets point the finger at mom shall we? place the blame on her and not the convicted felon locked up in jail)
-my physical health (damn hips, mom says its most likely a virus since she had it last week)
-my former friends (they all don't give a shit about me, surprisingly, the feeling is mutual)
-my soon-to-be former friends (seems like they won't give a shit either once school starts)
-orientation (I didn't get my pack in the mail and now I'm totally lost)
-math placement (fuccckkkk haven't taken the online placement test like i should have)
-where this is going (outlook: hazy)
There's just too much going on and not much to do about it. I'm really stressed out and this is taking a toll on my mental health. Hopefully most of this will blow over in the next month, but where I stand now, there's too much shit to deal with. My dad is still a felon and an idiot and my mom is still unemployed and uninterested. The only friends that matter I know I will keep. As for the rest, so long. People disappoint me. I must learn to get over this and move on. Hasta NEVER old life. Hola college!