We can never be the same
millions have known
thousands have seen
hundreds have touched
dozens have tasted
few have held
you have impressed upon me the most dangerous of memories...
...good ones
hope you are all doing well, last night was the first night I spent alone in the new apartment while J went to work. scared much. Every building has it's creeks and groans and I guess it'll just take me a while to get used to this one. I hate being the only adult in the house, and i've never liked the dark... I wish J worked days... anyone wanna have sleep-overs with me like 5 days a week?
I've been in a weird funk lately. I don't know what it is, just the last few weeks i haven't felt like myself. Maybe my hormones are still straightening out. I'm not even fertile again yet, thats got to be fucking up my hormones in some small way. I still have crazy ass dreams every night like I did when I was pregnant. And i'm still a tad emotional... hopefully it'll be over soon, I don't like this numb/distressed/drugged feeling.
thousands have seen
hundreds have touched
dozens have tasted
few have held
you have impressed upon me the most dangerous of memories...
...good ones
hope you are all doing well, last night was the first night I spent alone in the new apartment while J went to work. scared much. Every building has it's creeks and groans and I guess it'll just take me a while to get used to this one. I hate being the only adult in the house, and i've never liked the dark... I wish J worked days... anyone wanna have sleep-overs with me like 5 days a week?
I've been in a weird funk lately. I don't know what it is, just the last few weeks i haven't felt like myself. Maybe my hormones are still straightening out. I'm not even fertile again yet, thats got to be fucking up my hormones in some small way. I still have crazy ass dreams every night like I did when I was pregnant. And i'm still a tad emotional... hopefully it'll be over soon, I don't like this numb/distressed/drugged feeling.